Randomness of the Heart

I think I’m just going to do this list to get it off my chest. So, this will be my update for today. I think I’ll make the list from about the beginning of the 2007-2008 school year to now. And this? Is just a list of regrets… So, yea. Don’t think this is too interesting.

I regret not taking more classes my senior year.

I regret not working harder and getting better grades.

I regret not speaking up in class and having everyone think I was shy.

I regret not making more friends.

I regret not spending enough times with the friends I have.

I regret falling for PG and CE.

I regret acting on those stupid crushes.

I regret not talking to more people on the canada trip.

I regret letting AM and co. run me over and be jerks to me.

I regret not standing up for myself and not speaking up.

I regret not working harder on the musical and making more friends in it.

I regret not asking CE to dance at Prom or talking to him more.

I regret not talking to either boy at graduation.

I regret crying over the stupid fact that only one of my friends showed up to my graduation party, even if she was late. I love her the most.

I regret admitting to CE I liked him and losing him as a friend.

I regret not figuring out what I want to do with my life sooner.

I regret not figuring out how to look for colleges or fillout college apps, and not asking my friends or someone around me for help with it.

I regret taking a year off before going to a college.

I regret still not having my drivers license.

I regret letting my friendships slid as they all left and I didn’t.

I regret not talking more on THA and only lurking.

I regret not taking to more people in line at the Tokio Hotel concert and making more friends.

I regret being so shy that I can’t seem to post on THA.

I regret missing the two boys I fell for, since I shouldn’t miss them.

I regret not hating them.

I regret lounging around the house and doing nothing all day.

I regret a lot.

T.T

Later bbs.

SG666